Self Publishing, is it the right way?

Friday 30th September 2016

So it’s been a few days since i’ve written anything related to my book writing, and right now i’ve just come on here to air the basics of my frustration.
As you know from this blog i’ve contacted over 60 agents, which fohh.gifr me i was extremely impressed with even though i was recieving a few rejection letters which is expectant to happen. What i didn’t expect of myself though was that i would send the agents all the wrong unedited versions of the needed paperwork, only realising it a few months later.

No wonder people weren’t getting back to me!

The frustration and anger towards myself overwhelming.

 

I soon enough got over this fact though and threw myself right into the self publishing route that i’ve been debating on for a few months. With this my excitement just keeps rising through the roof!

What i’ve done now

  • Starting working with a self publishing agency and have created the basics of the book.
  • Paid for the slot to have my cover, spine and back designed on 1st November.
  • Recieved the account number for the book and where all the royalties are going to be paid to.
  • Recieved the bar code for the book.
  • And finally i’ve been talking with an editor.

That’s the most amount of progress i’ve made so far, and all within one day!

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Yes the self publishing is a lot more hard work and cost money, but i’m finding it a lot more of an enjoyable process this way, having more control over something i’ve worked so hard on.

Of course now i’m going to be keeping this site up to date with the ins and outs of the process as they come together, and i’m so freaking excited!

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Don’t envy a writer.

Now just from the title some of you may be thinking that i’ve lost the plot, but it’s true. Don’t envy the life of a writer because our lives are freaking hard!

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Yes it is true that a writing life is a lonely one, but it’s also extremely busy and complicated to work around.
When you have to find so much time to sit down and work on your projects, it’s so difficult to get on with doing anything else. Whether that is spending time with loved ones, friends, working on other projects (etc this blog), finding time to read (because that’s highly necessary), working a 9-5 job, and just general life stuff. Try fitting that all into one day and then get back to me with how great the life is.
Don’t get me wrong i wouldn’t change it for the world, but there’re certain things i wouldn’t miss. 

  • The agent search
  • Sending email after email of the same thing
  • Spending hours in front of the computer screen
  • Stressing because you need to hit deadlines or because you were meant to be writing but got distracted too easily and missed out on valuable free time

The list could go on but i won’t fill you with the negative because the positive out weighs it by a tonne!

It all adds up but that doesn’t mean you should let it get on top of you, you just have to separate your time each day to whatever is important then, and even if you only managed to get 100 words wrote that day, at least you still wrote something.

If you want to become a writer then you will already be writing and know who you are, but be ready for the hardships that come and be ready to ride the waves!

Half Bad Series by Sally Green Review

Blurb for Half Wild #Half Wild 1

IMG_4364.jpgNathan Byrn is on the run 

White witches hunt him
Black witches hate him

His gift from his murderous father
is a wild new power he can’t control

He must find the girl he loves
who may have betrayed him

In a war between black and white witches
With his loyalties split between both
The greatest danger Nathan faces
Might be himself…

Review / Thursday 22nd September 2016 / (May contain spoilers)panda

This series is just something that my little brain couldn’t really comprehend!
I only bought Half Bad because of how freaking awesome the cover looked but little did i know what i was actually getting myself in to.

The Half Bad trilogy is about witches, white witches as being good, black witches as being bad, but as all books like this go there is always someone who is a little stuck in the middle…this time it just so happens to be Nathan Byrn.
His mother being a very well loved White witch and his father being an extremely hated and dangerous Black witch. I bet you’re thinking what could really go wrong with that though? Well let me tell you…hell of a lot of stuff! Once you start reading these your life gets taken on a complete and utter rollarcoaster to say the least, and some of the characters like to join in on our torture.

You get thrown right into the deep end within the first page of the first book and it doesn’t slow down from there, not even for a single page throughout all three of the books. But that’s what’s so great about them because you can just keep reading, and reading, and never get bored of a single thing.
In general, if you like fantasy and not just witches, then this is a trilogy for you! It’s got to be one of my most favourite read series and the books were always my most anticipated books of the year.

Sally Greens writing is out of this world, using just enough detail and description for us to feel like we’re actually living as Nathan through the pages. She knows just how to hit the right spot with her audience!
Not to mention encapturing us with her gorgeous covers!!!

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Now to get into the good stuff and this is where some of the SPOILERS could lie…!

Nathan and Gabriel 

Isn’t that just a couples name that everybody loved to hear!
These two, even from the beginning when they first met i knew they were going to be a thing, even though Nathan was still on his search for Annalise. The connection between them was always something that i mostly looked forward to when it came to picking up the book or starting a newly published one.
I could’ve read about the two of those for the rest of  my life, especially with Gabriel being the only one able to get through Nathans darkness and have the patience to deal with his shit attitude.

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That was also another extremely enjoyable part for me from the trilogy, the darkness that Nathan got enveloped in, and the person he became.

Even though fantasy books are you know…fantasy, you never really read a lot of books that have this extreme amount of darkness in them as a person but still come out as the good guy. Sally Green did something completely miraculous with that and i’m sure a lot of people are thankful for who she created with her characters!

Half bad is just one of the series i wish i could forget so that i could re-read them all again and get just as much pleasure, just not from that ending though that we’re not even going to talk about…

I would also give these all a complete 5/5 stars just for their sheer brilliance and entertainment and i can’t wait until Sally Green publishes something new so i can compare and endugle myself in some more of her work.

The how to of book writing.

Now i hope that this isn’t going to come off as me seeming like a know it all, but i just want to give new starting writers the best singular advice that i’ve worked out through my ever growing writing experience, and that is trust your gut! There’re so many questions when you first start writing your novel, anything from how do i know when to end a chapter? How do i know when to do this with a character? How do i know when it’ll be the right time to add this part in? When and how do i write the perfect ending for my book?

That is just a small section to the never ending drain of questions that seem to wrack a writers brain, so lets start from the beginning.

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Making the perfect chapter

Now chapters, as you would know from being a reader, are never all the same. They don’t have to be equal in length to the other chapter you just finished, they can be as long or as short as you want, there is never anything perfect about them.
Chapters are always something people get confused about and i did at the start. But if you start comparing different books together then you’ll start to realise that all authors have their own perfected way of getting their writing to look the way it should. This could take you many manuscript drafts before you are finally happy with the way it turned out, and it could also completely change when you start writing your second, third, fourth book, but that doesn’t mean that it isn’t right.
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The one thing about writing that i’m not sure if everybody feels the same, is that you will feel it in your gut when it is right. When you’ve come to a good point in that chapter to stop and start the next one. You won’t have to sit there debating it. You’ll just know. And when you do, all satisfaction is washed over you!

 

Knowing when you add the perfect parts

This section could also come under planning which i’m going to write a blog post on later in more detail. But adding the perfect section into your book, whether that be a fight scene, death, a budding romance, new friendship, the first kiss, it does contain a lot of drama in that compacted mind of ours. But writing with the flow everyday will help you more than you think, because when you’re set in the mindset of your book and every bit of focus in on those words you’re writing down and on the world you’re creating, the confusion will just settle itself.
You could easily get to the end of a sentence and think, “hmm, this part would fit perfectly here, let me just change a few things around so it makes more sense” and wolah…you’ve got that confusing section in. But does this mean that you should be planning things out?

 

Planning

I don’t think there is a right or wrong way you could be doing this, it’s just preference. A lot of authors don’t plan which in the right mind is fair enough for them, but there are also a lot of people that do. I myself am one of those.
I don’t go into huge details with whiteboards, markers, big scrap books full of illustrations and pictures, but i do carry around with me a designated notebook. (I’ve got one for each of my novels individually).
This way if things come to mind, plot line, character building etc, i can just quickly jot it down and be done with it until i come to sit down and start working, then everything is there waiting for me.
There doesn’t have to be any specific way around doing this, some people think there is, but it’s all about preference just like a lot of things, just do what you feel is right for you.

 

The Ending

The ending is where we’re going to be hitting dangerous territory, but this is also a none confusing case and can be helped with that little gut feeling of yours.
Even if you’re following a word or page count, you’ll know when it’s time to bring your book to an end, whether it’s a standalone or a series. You’ll just write this sentence and think “hey…i like that!” and then you’ll come to the realisation that you’re actually done, which is a whole nother blog post in itself!
The only most important thing you have to remember if this is going to be a standalone, is to make sure that you’ve tied up all those loose end. Not many people like to be left on cliffhangers if they can help it.
The ending doesn’t have to be complicated and a lot of people even start writing their novel by writing the ending first.
You’ll know what’s right and what needs to be done.

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I guess the main thing i’m trying to get out here is that the whole process of book writing is to trust what you’re thinking. If you feel like it’s right then it’s more than likely going to be right.
You have full control how things are going to look and how’re they’re going to end up, if you’re not happy with it then it’s not impossible to change.
It’s time to stop second guessing yourself and just write to your hearts content, because that’s what we are right?
Writers.

Lux series by Jennifer L. Armentrout Review

IMG_4352.JPGBlurb from Obsidian #Lux 1 

The unputdownable first novel in the Lux series. Daemon Black will set pulses racing…

There’s an alien next door. And with his looming height and eerie green eyes, he’s hot… until he opens his mouth. He’s infuriating. Arrogant. Stab-worthy. But when  stranger attacks me and Daemon literally freezes time with a wave of his hand. he marks me. Turns out he has a galaxy of enemies wanting to steal his abilities and the only way i’m getting out of this alive is by sticking close to him until my alien mojo fades.
If i don’t kill him first, that is.

When Katy moves to West Virginia right before her senior year, she’s anticipating a whole lot of boring. The last thing on her mind is getting involved with her sexy, exasperating neighbor – and then finding out he’s guarding a mind-blowing secret…

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Review / Wednesday 21st September 2016 (This will contain spoilers)

Well what is there for me to say about the Lux series?…holy alien babies it blew my mind, i think i just about fell in love with every character that Jennifer created within this world and they were just pure master pieces.

There is so much comedy, romance, passion, action, adventure and weird mysteries to keep you engulfed into every single page that you turn on to. Not to mention Daemon Black!
To be honest the Lux series has to be the most gripping series i’ve ever had the pleasure of reading. If all five of them were published into one big novel i’d quite happily read it in one sitting. Jennifer makes the stories so simple to understand even though they’re highly complex with all the alien gibberjabber that she writes, (nothing short of amazing may i add!)

Each of the novels takes us through some sort of adventure that can grip us from the first page to the last, and it’s really obvious how the relationships of the characters are tested.
The size of the books are just perfect, not too big and not too small, the average 300 odd pages that people enjoy which added a plus to the whole package.

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Oh and did i forgot to mention Daemon Black…not just the shirtlessness, the eyes, the hair…but the attitude, the humour, the sarcasm!!
In Obsidian we get a small chunk of who he is when Kat meets him but in each and every book he just gets that much better. There isn’t a single person in this world that wouldn’t finish the Lux series and not love Daemon! *End of the Daemon rant*

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I must admit that even though this series is so jam packed full of love and alien goodness, the romance between Katie and Daemon would be just enough to keep it going. I could continue reading novels just about their life if Jennifer gave us the pleasure of doing so.

I would love to go into so much more detail about the both of them and the characters but i fear i’d give away way too many spoilers if i did so, so you’re all just going to have to pick the copies up for yourselves and let the words become permanent in your brain.

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Through the huge range of books that i’ve had the pleasure of reading over the years, Lux could most definitely be one of the most original series i’ve read that has the lives of aliens involved with humans and still not feel like a fantasy novel.

But please people, just go and pick these books up, you’re really not going to regret it, and of course they’re going to be getting a 5/5 stars from me for sure!

The doubts of a writer…can we really do this?

Wednesday 21st September 2016

This is no doubt one of the most scrutinising things that runs through a writers head multiple times a day whether we like it or not.
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We spent hours, weeks, months, years, creating these books with worlds and characters that potentially mean more to us then real living being, yet, it seems when everything is down on paper we’ll sit there and let the self doubt set in.

“Do i actually have any chance of making it in this world as a writer?”

After reading a novel in the same genre as yours, “well it’s no where near as good as this so it’s certainly isn’t going to make it”.

After recieving a few rejection letters even though you’ve sent to an over powering number of agents, “maybe i should just self publish it, at least that way i’ve got a chance” she says as she sit’s there thinking about rewriting the whole novel from the start.

“Maybe i should just stop, i’m obviously wasting my time”.

“I wonder how many books i’m going to have to write before i turn out like J. K Rowling” (don’t lie we’ve all had this thought!)

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All of us have these thoughts going through the early stages of writing and trying to persuade ourselves that if we just keep writing that yes, maybe we could actually make this into a career.
But what you have to remember is that yes of course everybody can write, but not everybody has the passion, skill, dedication or determination to actually become a writer. It’s a gift that many of us hold but never try to persue because of the set backs that kept pushing us down. But if we just pick ourselves up, brush ourselves off, push forward and move on, we’ll be able to make it. It may take years for any of us to be able to get there, it may take many manuscripts of different stories before one of them stands out to an agent, and it may make us take off and go down the self publishing route, all of those are okay.
The thing i just keep thinking to myself is that i’m in this for the long haul because of my love of writing. I love creating the worlds, characters and plots, making my words form into the lives of other people, to send messages through my work that others may be able to decipher through time.
If you’re in this for the passion, then you’re going to make it.
But if you’re in this sparingly for the money side because you think that every writer lives and breathes like Stephen King…then you may want to start looking for a different career because this isn’t an easy, simple, or money making task my friend. unknown

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As much as we fill ourselves full of doubt there is always something in us there writes the next word, then forms the next sentences, then creates the next paragraph. The passion within us won’t let the doubt set in because we purely know that there has to be somewhere for us in this world and that our work has to get heard by somebody, someone has to live the lives of these people i’ve created in these pages.

Never give up the hope of becoming who you want to be and remember to just keep writing!

First author signing of the month

Friday 16th September

So on Wednesday (14th) i went to one of my first author signings being held in Waterstones, this was for Nina Allan and The Race. image-9
It was a pretty inspiring affair if i’m to be honest, to be in the same room as people who i aspire to be, and it gave me so much more motivation to push on the my writing and my agent search.
These authors were just so passionate about the work they’d produced and the places they’d created, they summed all my thoughts into words within just a few sentences. But, even though this one was a little dull, i’d expected that, and i did get the book signed.

The next signing though is something that i’m overly excited for and i can barely wait. My favourite author is coming to my city, and who might that be you ask? Well…the one and only SARAH J. MAAS!!! If you haven’t read any of her book series, either Throne of Glass or A court of thorns and roses, then you have not lived my friends.

I’ve only got to wait until October and then i shall be in the presence of a Goddess!

And I Darken – Kiersten White

 

‘Lada had a sense for power –
A  PRINCESS UNLIKE ANY YOU’VE KNOWN BEFORE;RUTHLESSNESS IS THE KEY TO HER IMG_4317.jpgSURVIVAL.
the fine threads that connected everyone around her,
HER BROTHER RADU IS EVERYTHING SHE IS NOT;
BEAUTIFUL, INTROSPECTIVE AND DELICATE.
the way those threads could be pulled, tightened,

AT FIRST, LADA TAKES MEHMED FOR AN ENEMY. HE IS,
AFTER ALL, SON OF THE SULTAN HOLDING HE
CAPTIVE.
wrapped around someone until they cut off the blood supply.
THEIR THREE LIVES BALANCE ON A KNIFE EDGE, AND
THE TIES THAT BIND THEM TOGETHER WILL BE
STRETCHED TO BREAKING POINT.
Or snapped entirely’.

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Review / Monday 12th September 2016
(This will contain minor spoilers)

I bought ‘And I Darken’ from Waterstones on one of my off day pop in’s, not intending on actually buying more books (but how many people actually say that when they go into a book store). Anyway, i got attracted to the cover and the intensity of the blurb, therefore it came home with me that day.

Now let me put this right here, ‘And I Darken’ isn’t a fast paced novel, not in my opinion anyway, but it is a god damn brilliant novel!
It is based on the life of Vlad the Impaler which, i thought in this book was Lada (the main characters) father, because of his name being Vlad. But after reading to the end of the book and to the author notes, not to mention some of the other book reviews and videos i’ve watched on this one, it seems that this is actually about the life of Lada, who is going to grow into Vlad the Impaler, being represented as a female.

Lada is an extremely, extremely strong character and she was mainly the reason why i kept entranced into this book, not to mention the growing bond with her brother Radu, which grew as they got older and was extremely defined. Yes she is hard, yes she is completely wild, but she does care, and we learn this more as we read through.

‘And I Darken’ is a dark book, but it doesn’t have as much violence as i was expecting but what is does have is a lot of war politics, not that it is a bad thing within this. We learn a lot about the characters and their feelings because of the wars the were effecting them, the people they cared about and the places they lived.

The only character i have a lot of mistrust about is Mehmed, but i guess we’re going to find out some more about him when the trilogy is rounded out with i’m extremely looking forward to.
BUT…We’ve got Bogdan back!! That was one of the most exciting part especially because of the context between him and Mehmed.

Mehmed: “Who is this Lada?”
Bogdan: “I’m her husband”

This nearly made squeal a little out loud and i was thinking ‘yes Bogdan you knock that bitch down!’ haha.

But Radu’s love for Mehmed concerns me! That little soul and heart can’t be crushed by uptight Mehmed, or at least i hope it isn’t!

Anyway, before i drone on anymore about this book i’ll finish up, but people please give this book a chance and you definitely won’t regret it. They’re definitely going to be my most anticipated reads for when the next two are due out!

This to me is a 5/5 stars no questions about it.

 

 

Agent update 2

Sunday 11th September 2016

Afternoon all, here is a little agent update with some of the last lot i’m doing for a while whilst i’m now working on the second installment. I’ve only had 15 rejections out of 61 agents so far so i’m keeping my spirits high and waiting for the next 12 weeks to see what other replies i recieve; this is where all fingers and toes are crossed. bracerejections
It’s really exciting to be back to writing again after having that small break with editing, proof readers and agents, and i feel like my writing has transformed a little from that time.

I have also come to the conclusion that if i don’t get any response from the agents i’ve sent out to by Christmas that i’m going to possibly be going down the self publish route. I love writing and the worlds i create within the pages and i just want to be able to share them with as many people as soon as possible, whether this is with an agent or on my own feet.
This doesn’t mean that i’d completely put  a hault on querying agents, i’d still keep up with that for this trilogy even if it was self published. The more hard work and dedication i put in to this the more likely i am to succeed and come out the other side, that’s what i just keeping telling myself, so energy and happiness levels are high.

Anyway, here is the rest of the list for the agents i’ve queried and maybe sometime soon i’d write out ful details and descriptions on them and the way to query and get in contact. I’ve everything here written beside me and if i can help even a single person i’ll be happy!

 

Agents:

  • Bock Ends literary
  • Morhaim literary
  • Irene Goodman literary Agency
  • The Jennifer De Chiara literary agency
  • Kt literary
  • Aponte literay
  • Brandt and Hochman literary agency
  • CK Webber associates
  • Margret McBride
  • Rebecca Friedman literary agency
  • Rees literary agency
  • Red Sofa literary
  • The Bocker Albert literary agency
  • Inkling literary agency
  • Triada US literary agency
  • Verita literaey agency
  • Dee Mura literary
  • Andrew Nurnberg associates
  • Caroline Sheldon literary agency
  • Catherine Pellegrino and associates
  • Felicity Bryan associates
  • Fraser Ross associates
  • Rodger, Coleridge and white literary agency
  • Jaberwocky literary agency
  • The Tobias agency
  • Stonesong
  • The Seymour agency
  • The Ampersand agency
  • John Jarrold
  • Sheil land associates

This is the last of the list for now and equals 61 agents so far, if i do come across anymore that i send queries to then i’ll be sure to updates on here.

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Anyway keep your eyes peeled here for new writing posts, advice, and book reviews to come, along with a spam of book pictures that i’m going to be taking of my books hauls and current reads. Sometimes i really do wish that i had the confidence to be doing this blog on youtube via video blogs instead of through here, but who knows, maybe on day.

Love and light to you all and keep on writing!